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aku ini bagaikan kapal besar, kapal besar tak mungkin akan melabuh pada dermaga kecil dengan lautan dangkal. begitu pula aku yang tak mungkin berlabuh pada lelaki sedangkal dirimu.

Cinta Dalam Ikhlas

Dalam hampa kurasa hadirMu
Sesak dadaku menghilang
Kuterima semua keputusanMu
Dan CintaMu yang kini kudamba selalu

Kuikuti Gravitasi hati
Kupasrahkan perasaan
Hanya padaMu kubertumpu, dan meminta
Dia milikMu...Sampaikanlah Pesanku

Reff :
Tak akan lupakanmu
Tapi kuharap bisa mengikhlaskan Cinta
Karena kuyakin rencanaNya lebih Indah
Jika berjodoh kita kan disatukanNya

Tak mau hapuskanmu
Tapi kurela melepasmu kepadaNya
Karena kuyakin pilihanNya yang terbaik
Jika tak bersatu, Allah kan pilihkan jodoh yang lebih baik

Aku mencintaimu...Tapi lebih mengharapkanNya.
Aku merindukanmu dalam doa...

https://soundcloud.com/motivasinger/cinta-dalam-ikhlas

The Unspoken "Letter To God"

I'm holding my tears from falling down 
Feeling this feeling of love from you

I thought i've never known you
Cos i've never seen you

When here you are all this time
Trying to teach me about what LOVE is
Through breakdowns, meltdowns, stressed-ups and crash-downs There you are

HERE you are all this time
Trying to let me know how it feels to appreciate when i finally FEEL
What Love Is..

And now i can't believe life could be this beautiful
That I can ever be this happy
I thought i am about to die
Cos i never felt this way
Not once as real as this now

And i feel chill on my feet
Really i thought i'm about to die just now

But it is You
Trying to let me know, that
I DESERVE LOVE
I DESERVE A HAPPY LIFE
And this has finally become REAL

...This day.

written by MARSHANDA

The Unspoken "You Used Me"

You used me
Oh, you used me

As a silent stupid doll
You put on your small fake stage

You got the best of me
While stupidly, I kept letting you make a fool out of me

How could I be so stupid
I thought I was good in loving myself

Now I see
It's easy for you to play hero and tell the world about it

For you I was an easy target
Cos I tore down my armor
And let you grab my heart and drain the life out of it

How could you be so evil
How could I see you as an angel

Foolish of me
What a fool I was
Foolish of me

Now I am moving on
And you'll keep going down
Spiralling down as a true monster in a face of an angel
While i'll shine cos i'm going for the stars

You'll keep playing fake
While i'll spread love 
Cos of the strength of my honesty

Now it's my time to close the book
You got me.
Im hurt.
Yes finally i've opened my eyes.

I'm meant for the world's greatness

You deserve no place in it.
You got no place at all in it.

Pity you fake angel
Pity you true loser

Now you got none of my heart
You got none of my heart.

written by MARSHANDA

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Allah tak salah menghadirkan cinta diantara kita

Tapi, mungkin waktu yang belum tepat bagi kita

Rasa yang tengah kita jalani kini

Adalah kehendak Allah

Supaya kita lebih menjaga diri

Nanti, kini bukan saatnya

Inilah perjalanan yang harus kita lalui

Topan dan badai kan menguji

Orang-orang yang berani

Pasti akan tetap tegak berdiri

Untuk menyambut hari esok nanti

Tiap jalan penuh kebahagian sudah menanti

Rasa ini kita sembunyikan dahulu dalam hati

Akhirnya nanti kita dipersatukan, jika akad sudah terjadi

-AmaliaRahmah~